- Ace
- Nov 4, 2023
- 1 min read
It's been a while since my last letter.
How have you been? I hope you're doing great, unlike me today.
I'm feeling overwhelmed today. I feel like I'm letting down some of my plans.
Here I am, writing this while watching YouTube videos filed under 'Christmas In A Cabin' because my mind just can't process things other than what to eat, what to watch, and what time to sleep. Also, this kind of video gives me the comfort that I need in a time like this.
After I logged out from work earlier, I felt a wave of relief that finally, this workweek was over. My overwhelmed feeling is not because of work. If anything, working would have eased this feeling.
I think I'm sad and somewhat broken-hearted because of a part-time job. Three weeks ago, I was working as a part-time project coordinator for a small business after I logged out from my full-time work. I was doing great. I was getting consistent positive feedback from the CEO/owner himself. But he said he had to remove me from the payroll for now because new clients were not getting in the door. I understood, I mean it's business and as the owner, he had to do what he had to do. I guess what breaks my heart is the fact that I put my heart into finding and getting this job, and now, it's on hold.
Anyway, I hope by December, I'll be able to resume my work in that job. I really love working in that company.
So much with that, I'm kinda hungry now. I think my boyfriend cooked something delicious.
Talk to you again,
Ace
